The Land of Neko-chan

I have found the one song that totally describes my "never-to-become-of-anything" crushes. It's so cute. Piggy loves Lion, but can't be together... WATCH IT!! It's another LM.C http://youtube.com/watch?v=qNZ8IjlkAKA Tell me if that's not what love is. Pigs and Lions.


~*Eiko*~

Amazing Discovery this morning and it's not eve ten yet. I was watching some Jrock, started watching some Laputa and I found some Aki solo videos. SWEET. After they disbanded they went solo except for Tomoi he joined another band. (it's probably hard to start a solo drum career) Anyhow the videos are AWESOME. Watch this one XD!! http://youtube.com/watch?v=BJKELOmE7FM

homepage for Aki http://cesspit-factory.com/pc/index.html

I also checked out LM.C after Chris told me about them and I was watching their stuff watch this video and listen to the guitar solo it's SO familiar!! Nothing like an electric guitar playing classical music lol!! http://youtube.com/watch?v=Z-q0ZJsW0yI WATCH IT!!!

Jmusic never gets old. =)

~*Eiko*~

School's been so crazy no time to post something. Life is so much easier. I've overcome my hopelessness in love now i'm happy. Free-time to work on me. Me and Chris are exchanging videos we're supposed to be playing literati. lol

Watched Golden Compass sweet movie and actually pretty well related to the book. A few changes to be kid-friendly but they kept in the ripping of the jaw off the Bear King. Not so kid friendly but oh well. I'ts awesome to screw around on the compy. Expect alot of it for the next month. All homeworks done and just finals left them a month off wooooooo.

So beginning french is pretty cool. Not doing to bad I can give directions, order food, give my number and a few conversation things. lol after another three semesters i'll be awesomeness. I just can't beleive how awesome I feel. With so many things done and out of the way I just feel so great and relived. I have such a self-esteem boost. wow that's all I can think of right now hahaha way to many videos to watch. Touch in with you all later!

~*Eiko*~

Wooohoo... sort of. Soo not a whole lot going on, just adjusting to life of work and school now that it's started.

I fell in love with the Harry Potter book collection all hardback for 160 but now i need to decide if i can afford to spend the money... even so I want it... heee

schools going along as uneventful as ever. French is going decently i can say a few beverages and tell where I work lol not bad for one week. other than that not alot going on... sory for the lame update XD.

oh yeah. been spending massive amounts of money on food... and my nails are getting way to long lol

~*Eiko*~

Someone help me fix my lj it's unreadable pffff

I got an awesome new cellphone. It's got internet, messaging, pics, audio and video recording and this cool option where I hold it up to the radio or a stereo and it can identify the song that playing. It'll give title artist and album! I even have an option to get the ringtone if there is one. I splurged. But I had the money, out of nowhere I had a check from MSSU for 136 bucks and the phone was only 110. Why not... lol I get paid tomorrow yay and i'll have extra money. I plan on putting some in savings for payday's coming up.

Work sucks.. i'ts gonna suck more tomorrow it's customer appreciation day. Im having a ball with everyone, they're cool, but it's slow then we get our butts kicked then it slows down and I get sent home early... suck...

Overall im in a good mood XD Nothing to complain much about.

I love all <333

.... almost.. lol

I was tagged by

Maddy~

List seven songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

Tagging:
Neomoonblade
allbutplaid
kaorunogasaka
aoidatenshi
ichi_renai
thislifeiloved

1. The Final- Dir en Grey. It's actually a song about suicide, but it's such a good song, it's sort of sad sounding.
2. Closer- Bleed the Dream. Good song! Im really into these guys right now... I need to find my CD.. You can listen to this one on their website!
3. Im the only One- Melissa Ethridge. I love this song it's an old favorite and I heard it for the first time in a while on the radio yesterday.
4. This parking lot's a murder scene-Bleed the Dream. Yep another one. Told ya I was into them. Awesome song about shooting up people in a parking lot lol catchy tune.
5. F.I.N.E.- Aerosmith. Older song but way awesome. It's a song ive liked since I was little and the CD's been in my player for like a week now XD
6. It takes a Fall- Bleed the Dream. OMG ANOTHER ONE!! rofl. This songs a little slower. I like the chorus. Their good writers. I feel like I can relate to this songs lyrics.
7. Birdie Song-Hampton the Hampster. Feel good dance song XD It slows down and speeds up and whats better than singing hamsters. HAMPSTER POWER!!!

I called the school and i've been granted my appeals which means i'll get all my aid for school. Depending on how much I get from FAFSA will depend on how many hours I take. I wonder if maybe there's not a way to keep both of my jobs... oh yes... I have two... XD

I found my second job. Im going to be in the bakery area at a resturant all you can eat place. EXCITING. Im gonna love it because I love to bake. my brother got me the job he said they'd start my paperwork today and I might train this week. Im going to work there during the day there and nighttime at Papa John's. I'll be making plenty of money and im going to start saving up..

This Thursday I was supposed to go to KC for my plastic surgery. After being in the hospital needless to say I can't do it. Wednesday I am going to see the doc again for a checkup. I want to ask about when I can get it if at all. maybe they'll let me get a nose job since its a same-day minor thing. I dunno.

boring day... I open tomorrow so i'll have to be at work in the morning. At least it's something to do all day ive been sitting around (gettin fat) all weekend. o.O; Not a whole lot going on other than work. I need to enroll... should I take french or german....

Ok, schools out of the way. Papers have been turned in and im waiting on the word for my financial aid and i've yet to hear from FAFSA. If i dont get my scholarships back i'll take out a loan I guess but only take 12 hours, I'll have to take summer school to graduate on time. That'll suck a little bit. Now if I can get into my stupid new LionNet account to get get freakin enrolled already!!

second job hunting still going on. havnt found one but im going to need one soon with a new bill coming in about a month that i'll be paying.

Soo, if I dont have to take out student loans for school, I want to apply for a loan to get my nosejob. I had to cancle the last one which should have been June 7, just around the corner. I have to talk to a couple of docs first. We'll see.

Im in love with Bleed the Dream and now I cant find their CD and I just bought it. I SWEAR I left it with TJ to listen to it. It's not in my CD case and there's no where else for me to put it and it's not in my CD player, that right now is My Chemical Romance. Maybe I should check again. Anyhow, LISTEN TO THOSE GUYS. You can go to the website and hear a couple songs still from their album. there's better songs on their CD too, neato.

I need to lose weight, stop eating crap and get off my rear-end once in a while.... sheesh... I'll die and old maid if I keep on this road. Me and a lady at work joked we would marry each other so we dont die old maids. Our only kids'll be our cats rofl.

So... I have enough money to pay school. So on Tuesday (I work all day Monday) i'm going to go and get the whole thing out of the way and get back to school already. Stop by the office say hello and now that i'll be an enrolled student I can put some time into the student office during the day and get some extra money if I can do student work. If not i'll finish the documentary and find another day-time job. That search has a few options, Taco Bell, as much as I promised myself no fast food but these are desperate times... im going to ask my brother if his resturaunt is hiring for daytime back in the kitchen or on the register. Other than that I have a few other choices that consist of housekeeping or serving *shudders* My last check was dismall and Im having to put off a payment to Apria (Med bill) because I cant make it. And that's after my gma and gpa paid my car insurance... I feel like since I have a job I should be taking care of myself. Im almost embarassed!!

June 14th Fair to Midland is going to be in Springfield. I want to go but i wont go alone im to scared, Tj is going to see if maybe he can get off for that day so if he can request it off we'll go. It's at Remingtons and I think that's a bar so if it's not an all ages show I cant go anyway... im not 21 yet.

Despite the aweful eating habits of mine i've been shrinking. The fluid is going away oh so slowly. My face is still puffy not like it was. There's noticable differences thankfully.

My manager at work is getting married. I also found out a fellow instore is engaged and the other one got herself a new man. Geez, it really is springtime all around me. babies and marriages everywhere.. o.O; It's almost sickening... but that nausea is from jelousy. It has been 6 months and with a few failed attempts I feel discouraged. Tino jokes I need to date girls again, pff like I know any lesbians around here. I think it would be a shock anyway to some people at work to find out I have an interest more-so a history of it. For now, i'll cuddle with my cats. Unless maddy'll move down here and live under my bed rofl... XD


Soooo.. my lj is messed up if anyone can help me out... =) feel free...
~*Eiko*~

I tried to fix up my lj and I messed it up...can anyone help me with a layout pweeze...

Yay for my new bed...










Myyyyyy kitty!!

So... I did some more minimizing and i've managed to fill 4 boxes and a bed bag with Hello Kitty and I still have stuff. I think i'll get rid of the posters on the wall and one of my lamps and call it good. Keep the other Hello Kitty stuff. Im going now with neutral colors so im going to get a plant and some nice pictures to put on the wall in place of the posters. Unless i can get my hands on some Dir en Grey.

now what to do with all my stuff. Im going to post on my space that im getting rid of it and if anyone wants some. I'd like to have a garage sale get a few bucks for it I have enough stuff to make my own table. I dunno. I feel sort of bad because alot of those things were gifts. for years its been my thing so everyone always bought me stuff but now i need new space and colors. I guess you cant be a pack-rat and keep everything all the time. I still have stuff.

House is clean, closet is clean, car is clean, rooms clean, all the clothes are clean... now I have all day to do nothing. I cant run day-time shifts at work yet, 9 hours is way to much still. Thursday gma mary is coming down and staying from thurs to next tues so i'll be able to spend time with her.

My sister painted her room and it looks like a funny skin color, but I wont tell her that. It'll look nicer when it dries I think... I hope...

~*NekoEiko*~

Mother's day is ok so far. Had some lunch at the place my brother works. Mom absolutely loves her ring! And I managed to find a comforter set for my room that I adore. With the color it's very seasonal i'll take some pics. With the big thing out of the way time to circulate out the other HK stuff.

I cleaned out my closet, did alot of minimizing and packed away alot of stuff for a garage sale I've been wanting for years. If we have one i'm going to throw in some old clothes too. But for now when I have some extra money i'll add to my room and replace things one by one. Im going with a light green and ivory (sort of an off-white color) It's nice and calming. Step one is done.

I also need to put my dir en grey bumper sticker on the car but it's all nice and painted now im afraid too. Maybe later

The blue in my hair didnt come out like we hoped, it's way dark and ive been debating a hair-cut and another color. Maybe a bright red but only in chunks or even across the bottom half and do the top like a black color. Something that stands out. I dunno.. could try another brand of blue...

~*Eiko*~

it's been an acceptionally busy week. I finally have the papers I need to get back to work next week, withdrawal from school officially and do my FAFSA for next fall. Today's agenda I get my hair done, Fill out the FAFSA, get work all straightened out, buy mom a little something for her birthday, WalMart and turn in books. Busy day but it needs to get done. im just so glad that by this weekend it's going to be all back in place. Life will be normal and it's a matter of adjusting until then. =) Glad to be home!!!

~*Eiko*~

This chica is going home today!!!! It's been decided. I should leave here about 3. When I get home it's going to be busy busy. Got a Bridal shower tonight that I still need to get a couple things for. Tomorrow is Debbie's wedding and then on sunday is the big BBQ since all the family is down. It's going to be crazy but on Monday all that's on the agenda is to go to school and do my withdrawal. And without school going on i'll have time to rest a couple days maybe get back to work later in the week if the temptation of making money doesnt grab me before then. I do have some money but bills are due next month and my cars fixed so i need gas money. I'll be alright im sure I have some extra to fall back on hidden away ;X Im just so excited to be getting out. I can't wait to see the family and see Debbie get married. After all the excitement i'll take a couple days and rest, spend time with the kitties and pay some bills early then put myself to work. XD I feel great and im so glad everythings going to go back to normal. I think it's ok to say Yay for me XD

~*Eiko*~

Today was awesome. Got up early had shower. I think I may be going home soon. I graduated all three therapy's lol (Physical, Occupational, Respitory) they took the annoying thing off my finger and even discontinued my Telle!! And the doc was all gung ho about taking out my IV. I think they're planning and just not saying outright that im going soon. Me and mom feel pretty good about it but we'll see. Im up and around and without the telle I can leave the floor now, go to Starbucks and eat in the caf with other people. Awesome.

Even more awesome. Me and mom spent like the last three hours making up games for Debbies shower this friday. It's going to be great. We made a TV couples game where you have to guess the first names of TV married couples... (The Addams from the Addams Family-Gomez and Morticia) Then we made a wedding scramble game with words and the third is you have to make as many words out of the letters in the brides name as possible. Then we're gonna hand out envelopes with pics of men in them and whoever gets the Hunk wins. the others'll be obvious enough (Spongebob, Verizon Guy... micheal jackson)We havent decided on a Hunk yet.

So.. that crazy nurse IS MY NURSE NOW but only overnight and I dont have anything to do tonight. So if I just sleep quietly I wont see her until 6 am when she takes blood. Which is exactly what I plan to do. And tomorrow i'll do whatever I want because I DONT HAVE A TELLE! and I plan on a nice hot chocolate from the cafe... =D

Yay for me...

~*Eiko*~

Ok I get to keep my spleen, rofl. So right now we're waiting around waiting for something anything that'll let me know when im going home. Just hanging out. So, the nurse wont let me leave the room. Lame... im gonna go down tomorrow and eat, or get some hot chocolate (they got a starbucks here) after I make the doctors tell the nurses ti let me leave. I havent left the room in like 3 days.. im gong crazy.

Really nothin else going on. Just hopingI get out son my sis gets married THIS WEEKEND!!!! Omg im not gonna fit into my dress o.O; hospital weight....

I only have one thing to say...
HEMATOLOGY WANTS MY SPLEEN!!!!

Happy day. With proper paperwork I can take medical withdrawel from classes, no credits this semester of course putting one semester behind but I keep all my financial aid so I can keep coming to class, I'll take a shot at some other classes next semester that I need to graduate. It's a good thing I left myself a one semester padding for foreign language or i'd be in trouble. Maybe a summer class or two is in order... I was planning on two jobs though... eh that's ok maybe with me just takin one class I can take more hours at Papa John's or that job Yoshie was tellin me about at Sears...

Im back to happy Eiko now rofl